Peace Of Mind

Push me up, push me up, push me up, push me up
Push me, I'm already close to the edge
Smile in my face with my toes on the ledge
If I don't do what I already said
Well then fuck it and pull up, I'm already dead 'til I'm done

'Cause I'm still outside duckin' swine
Spirit see beside, inside my peace of mind, oh no
Yeah, I'm still outside spillin' wine
Family ties still in line, it's peace of mind, oh no

Dirt on my old Nikes, yeah, that's a throwback
Now I'm shinin' like I'm Kubrick 'til the movie go black

Done with the news, I'm done with the net
Done with the views, I'm done with the press
Recordin' the tears that I never shed
There's a devil in life, I'm lookin' in red
I look to the sky, ain't no silver linin'

Snakes in the grass, they barely disguised
Ain't nothin' ever too hard to believe
It's all that I see, I'm just believin' my eyes

Anxiety still in the back of my mind
Been dealin' with that from way back in '09
No point in puttin' all this money aside
These songs is all I'm really leavin' behind

'Cause I'm still outside duckin' swine
Spirit see beside, inside my peace of mind, oh no
Yeah, I'm still outside spillin' wine
Family ties still in line, it's peace of mind, oh no

Sneaker size, that's the Grim Reaper
JAY pictures, I'm Mona Lisa
Preacher get pussyfied, the features
In the rain with a margarita
Oh no, don't count me out

In the hot soup, don't drop snot
'Cause a fish do not get caught
Unless it open its mouth
In the race of time, lost my mind
Steppin' over dollars just to pick up a dime

Close to the ledge, can't lose my head
I ain't gettin' no younger, got a jagged edge
Out my mind, outside all day
Can't gobble up piss like in a hallway
So when the minks built, I'm gettin' my fill

Pray to bring it back just to get another kill

'Cause I'm still outside duckin' swine
Spirit see beside, inside my peace of mind, oh no
Yeah, I'm still outside spillin' wine
Family ties still in line, it's peace of mind, oh no

In love with the skin that they have to attach
Truth and a lie, depend how you sell it
Might flip the shimone and go back to black

Black out the room, no sign of a blemish
Thank God for my imagination
In a small town, talkin' domination
I've been off balance, no test patience
I've been duckin', cookin', livin' what you tastin' up
Fifty nights, fifty days
'Til the sun rise up, I make the song cry
In the black of night, he caught a stray
Ain't no dwellin' on feelings I'll never get back

Chimney, I'm bad to the bone
Just push me up, push me up, push me up, push me up