Mental Illness as Mating Ritual

I'm a number, I'm a clown
I'm a ruined halfwit, in a hospital gown
You're a victim, get in line
It's ok I'm damaged by design

Based on failed examples
Theres us and nothing left
Pills and I'm ok
Pills and I'm ok
The real one already left
Just like the rest

Crooked clone, crooked spine
This body's wrecked, but it's mine
Crying to a hospice hostage
It's ok I know better luck next time

Based on failed examples
Theres us and nothing left
Pills and I'm ok
Pills and I'm ok
The real one already left

Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest
Just like the rest

Everything is fine now
Nothing hurts
I'm physically fit
And I've reached behind the hurt?
And now I'm pushing
A million folds
On top of the world
Clean pressed shirt
And now it's worse