Eating My Heart Out

This conversation feels deluded when it's all in my head
Can't hurt me lately, cut me open and examine the mess
Oh, take my thoughts with a grain of salt
I'm begging you to realize
This convoluted proposition keeps you up at night
All night

I saw your face, the way you were pleading without saying a thing
It's the fact that I'm fleeting that made you contemplate
If I'm that something you've been waiting for

I don't belong here
Just eating my heart out
You're drowning in reason
So where do we go now?

I crawl to you out of hell as I live in the past
Act like who I was before
You set me free, cut me out of my body bag
You knew I was destined to be more

I saw your face, the way you were screaming without saying a thing
It's the fact that I'm fleeting that made you contemplate
If I'm that something you've been waiting for

I don't belong here
Just eating my heart out
You're drowning in reason
So where do we go now?
That you loaded your gun with my ego trip
Took a shot at the heart of my confidence
I'm patiently waiting
We're facing the fallout

Now you're suffering
My sacrifice is in the flesh that I gave
The flesh that I gave

I saw your face, the way you were pleading without saying a thing
It's the fact that I'm fleeting that made you contemplate
If I'm that something you've been waiting for

I don't belong here
Just eating my heart out
You're drowning in reason
So where do we go now?
That you loaded your gun with my ego trip
Took a shot at the heart of my confidence
I'm patiently waiting
We're facing the fallout

Facing the fallout