Trillmatic (Behind Barz)

I say the new me don't wanna trap, I want a trap star

Lizzy on my mind, my T-shirt and on my bank card

It's wrong driving round in a Porsche tryna act hard

Take into account my accountants, my new gang darg

Been through more Os than a pack of Polos

So I'm smelling mint fresh for them triple X hoes

My peehole be the window to my soul glass

Panoramic roof, guess I shouldn't throw stones

I can throw a brick though... shit joke

I just met a girl this Christmas, says she doesn't drink Coke

She laughed when I said I'm a company on my own

I'mma give this girl the runaround, forget a lift home

I'm saying this year I'm on my game

I'm raising hell knowing heaven's just a step away

Think it's a joke Heath Ledger took the leap of faith

He won an Oscar, wonder if he had a speech to say

Rate the celeb but he didn't even get to celebrate

That's why I'm tryna see my day before I see my grave

And let my journey be the route that all my people take

Think it's a sprint and get lapped up in a steeplechase, that's how I got my breathing space

I'm in my own league, they don't exist here

Fuck a hotel, I'm really in the premiere, I'm

One of the realest really selling over here

300 I'mma make at least 300 every year

One year I had about 100k to spare

I gave 50 back to charity so fuck it all I'm 'ere

Don't tell me bout your bezzle, don't tell me bout your kettle

They've got macs up in my ends, I'm tryna apple save the webbles

I'm a way out from weighing

Now I'm weighing up my options on how I can play it

If out of all my brothers I'm the one that makes it

The head of the family must be fairly related and I ain't feeling that

I need to see everybody getting bread

So when the food came, everybody got a Z

Too sweet at Christmas, everybody getting fed

Single mum with five kids, that's real struggle in the flesh

Tried to save the barbers but ran in on a sense

Getting people into clubs ain't really sharing my success

The kids are the future so I always try invest

That's why they telling David Lammy I'm the MP in my ends

Two chainz on my neck, see I disciple change

From no food in the kitchen, just had a microwave

From not a pot to piss in to nice designer plates

From relegation, eviction to now the title race

Tottenham's Man City but I got Arsenal faith

I got ox in the chamber, don't let me blast away

Behind every good rapper, there's a singer made

Who looks after the dark knight just like Michael Caine

I'm fucking slicker, I'm fucking shit up

Every time I'm fucking down, I just fucking get up

Cuh I'm fucking with ya doesn't mean I'm fucking with ya

I'm always fucking sweet, I'm never fucking bitter, nah

I take my hat off to Kone and Krept

I love when yungens do it indie and get major checks

I know we're drinking from the bottle, taking baby steps

But keep looking down on us and it'll break your necks

That's why you won't see me at the MOBOs or the BRITs

I'll be in the units tryna save them lost kids

My presence told the students having talent is a gift

Think millionaire's a fairytale? I'm tryna show them it exists

I've got a sleeping beauty in my bed right now

I've got some magic beans just from what I write down

When my beanstalk grew, Pocahontas lied down

Obama's got seven dwarves in his snow white house

I guess it don't take chance, it takes change

I swap the C with a G, I switch lanes

I'm the young Roger Ames, slick Rick James

And EA Sports know my name, I'm in the game