Losing Sleep

Well I've been losing sleep
Like a man loses time
Reminiscing over memories
About to lose my damn mind

And my past it flows like water
I wish I could build a dam
Maybe then I wouldn't think about you
And how you've been

Well back before I got a job
We'd spend every second under the sun
And when the moon came out
Our adventures had just begun

Well the night we kissed was a drunken mess
And the lord knows we were moving too damn fast
I held tight as we were going down
And you left me empty like a bottle of crown

Well I guess you didn't mean it when you said that you loved me
I'm a fool for blaming it on bad timing
Well the truth always seems to appear
But it's the morning light that I fear
How do I forget the things we did back when we were kids

Summers gone and I'm all alone
And I'm too drunk to see my phone
You had nothing left to say
But I still called anyway

Did you think of me like a game
Where you took the loss and i took the blame
But it was you all along
That's where we went so wrong

Well I guess you didn't mean it when you said that you loved me
I'm a fool for blaming it on bad timing
Well the truth always seems to appear
But it's the morning light that I fear
How do I forget the things we did back when we were kids

Cause while I'm losing sleep
I learned you ain't mine to keep