Screaming Dead Balloons

I sit on my lawn

Watching cars go by

I'd stay inside

[?]

I’m not [?] no more

Not afraid or alone anymore

Not afraid of the daybreak

Not afraid of being alone

Being alone now

When it's all been decided for you

[?]

And it's all just a matter of facts

A long goodbye

I sit in my room

With the curtain pulled tight

Sleep away the afternoon

Stay awake all night

I’m not laughing no more

Not afraid or alone anymore

Not afraid of the daybreak

Not afraid of being alone

All alone now

When it's all been decided for you

[?]

And it's all just a matter of facts

A long goodbye