Lonely Child

[Intro]

Pipe that shit up, TNT

I just wanna be loved

Dmac on the fuckin' track

Don't nobody understand me though

Tahj Money

The way I came in the game

The image that I had put out

They wouldn't expect me to have feelings

Know it probably don't seem like it

That's why they talk about me like I ain't human, but we all is

But I'm still bein' me

I'm still in the streets and I'm still thuggin' until them niggas put me under, yeah

That's how we livin' and that's how we goin' out, you hear me? Open your mouth

[Verse 1]

I say, "Mama, I'm so sorry"

I got ice burned where my heart at

On the road where I had it hard at

How I'm chosen? I'm so heartless, so, so heartless

I ain't know my age, he was sixteen, they killed Lil Dave

Mind in a rage, I'm way too young to feel this pain

I ain't know how to fade, but I dove in 'cause I'm a man

I love that girl to death, as we get old, our feelings change

I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me

They keep on draggin' me, I play for keeps, they scared of me

I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe

I cannot hold on without you on side of me

I never knew this fame would take the ones I love from 'way from me

I wanna see Kacey bad, but I can't seem to call Nene

Go in with no pen and pad, I got this shit right on my sleeve

Right now my candle burning wax, I'm feelin' like it's burnin' me

[Chorus]

I'm just a lonely child

Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah

Take this pain away, this pain away

Because my head been runnin' wild, wild

[Verse 2]

I fell in love with Kaylyn, without even knowin' this bitch done snaked me

I'm missin' Yaya daily, the one who don't make me feel basic

Happiness I'm chasin', while killers behind me tryna blank me

You don't know what I'm feelin'

Or what I'm thinkin' and you can't change me

I miss my fuckin' daddy, I've been callin' Montana my father

Times been gettin' harder

I came from nothin', now, bitch, I'm royal

I call Monique my mama, but Lord knows I need Sheronda

I don't need no commas, I'm feeling like I'm going under

My paw-paw getting old, and once he gone, I'm on my own

Right now I'm all alone, I pray that grandmom keep me strong

Can't even leave my home, my bracelet beepin', plus I'm down

I just wan' be gone, my son straight, my money long

Tell me what you feelin', I hope that I can help you out

My youngins in that North, I pray that y'all gon' make it out

These bitches comin' 'round, and they don't even like my songs

I'll burn up the town, before them niggas bust my dome

I wish that I can hear Dump say, "What up, lil' brother?" one more time

We killin' shit and plus we dyin'

I'm gon' go out behind my brother, fuck this charge, I slang that iron

Before he go and I don't ride

[Chorus]

I'm just a lonely child

Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah

Take this pain away, this pain away

Because my head been runnin' wild, wild

I'm just a lonely child

Who need someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah

Take this pain away, my pain away

Because my thoughts been runnin' wild

[Outro]

Oh, oh Lord

I need some help because my life been real hard

The way I approached the game, it seem that I'm hard

But I got feelings too just like a lil' boy, oh, Lord

I'm a grandmom baby