Almost Died

[Intro] So much time was wasted, so, is this the end of it all? I'm thinking about my god, I'm thinking about my mom I take control of my arms, I reach out to what's outside I'm looking straight to the star, I promise I won't go far [Verse 1] But it never made sense, how it always made sense And I wanna live painless, I wish that I could save this And I wish that you could be there, I wish that you could be here I wish that I could live with no fear, I know that wouldn't make me human But I know what's next for me And I give it my sympathy No, I know what's right for me And I know it's all just make-believe, o-oh [Bridge] (It's all make-believe, oh) (It's all makе-believe, oh) (It's all makе-believe, oh) (Woah, woah) You say that you know I wanna see your face, I wanna let it go I wanna let it go And I wanna see the light, see my prophecy unfold [Verse 2] You say that you know I wanna see your face, aye, I wanna let it go, aye Aye, I wanna let it go And I wanna see the light, see my prophecy unfold, ahh Secret books, secret feelings in the writing A secret meaning in the tablet, why you hiding? Why you spying, and why you lying? I can't see by it If I see roots gotta light it, I feel like DG And you know that you despise it, but I'ma need this feeling And I'm not agreeing, you're fucking stealing Fucking stealing, fucking keeping all of the meaning [Outro] And I'm teaming up with a demon I'm in a cavern, deep inside, I cannot feel it I had to steal it I had to steal it But I'm reading what I was told was the meaning of everything that I'm feeling, existing Existing Existing, oh