I'm Thuggin'

Interlude : JayZ come out & play Ayo Assassin give me one of them tracks So i can ride on them motherfuckers Mobb Deep , motherfuckers talking about We can't rap Verse01 : I'm gettin' suspicious of this bitch The line's busy everytime I call her Now she's tellin' me to visit, who else is home? I check the house before I bone, so we all alone After I nut I hit the highway -- see ya later! To all the players, watch the fly way a nigga played her The bitch is tellin' all her homies That I can fuck her like no other Now them other bitches wanna bone me I'm under pressure, gettin' drunk, somebody help me I drink a fifth of Hennessy, I don't think it's healthy I see my enemies, they creepin', don't make me blast I watch the 5-0's roll, the motherfuckers pass By me like they know me, smilin' as they laugh I put up my middle finger, then I dash Niggas don't like me, ‘cause I'm thuggin' And every day I'm a hustler lookin' to get paid Chorus : Niggas don't like me, ‘cause I'm thuggin' Ayo Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever? Tell me, which one? Niggas don't like me, ‘cause I'm thuggin' Ayo Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever? Tell me, which one? Niggas don't like me, ‘cause I'm thuggin' Ayo Ayo Ayo Verse02 : Fallin' to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord But he ignores me, unfortunately, ‘cause I'm guilty Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless I'm chokin' off marijuana smoke With every toke it's like I'm losin' focus Fallin' to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? Forever paranoid and nervous, because I'm high Don't mention funerals, I'm stressin' and goin' nutty And reminiscin' 'bout them niggas that murdered my buddy I wonder: When will I be happy? Ain't nothin' funny Flashbacks of bustin' caps, anything for money Where am I goin'? I discovered, can't nothin' save me My next door neighbor's havin' convo with undercovers Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it Happy birthday, bitch, you know you shouldn't have did it Everybody's dyin', am I next? Who can I trust? Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?