Validation (Freestyle) [UNRELEASED]

[Intro: XomXom] One, Two One, Two, Three, Four [Verse: XomXom] I spent my whole career lookin' for validation Chasin’ women that use pussy for they persuasion Chained to my vessel, saw freedom in meditation Usin' medication would make the perfect escapist They unprestigious, I got angels in my allegiance My demons would look for sin like junkies feelin' fiendish The meanest streets I walk in, these size elevens I stalk Not carin’ if I'm rich or if I'm surrounded by chalk I could either live like Jay or die like Jah Alhamdulillah, let Jehovah judge me on my flaws My word is law, forever stick to the code Stay bold and to switch it up when things grow older All I have in this world is my heart and my soul Lay my life down for it 'cause they both made of gold Twenty-four carats, twenty-five and countin', twenty-four hours Days not promised, but for now, never send flowers [Verse: XomXom] I spent my whole life lookin' for validation In today's age, it would've led to my cancellation Damnation for those the good book opposes Life goes to shit, thinkin’ I smelled roses Friends turn to foes and foes end up frozen Actin’ like my day ones, nigga, you're just posin’ Niggas gettin' coked up and act like they slick Smile in my face, then go and pillow talk to a bitch Word got back to me, so it is what it is I don't fuck with no man who don't take care of his kids Off-topic, out of pocket, all these niggas is trash Fightin’ for crumbs of fame and some thot with an ass, fuck 'em Plan, plot, strategize, it's the task, I realize, right before I bomb first You don't gotta love me, respect me, and fear me And yes, you gotta fade me if worst come to worst 'Cause love could get you killed, playin' the victim get you bullied I passed God's test, understood life fully The wing-ridden angel, the horn-hidden demon The day I go to war, this is the song I be singin' The song I be singin' [Outro: XomXom] (Motherfucker) And, in: One, Two, Three, Four