hangar

[Verse 1] Come pick me up, I'll pay for gas There's nowhere that I want to be And you'll drive fast and I won't ask To pick the music or the street And we can talk about whatever And pretend that we won't tell Even pretending to ourselves You think it's easy where it's darker And I like to feel my heart Speed up with my eyes shut And feel we're doing something we should not So for a time, I spend my life Just trying to find out when to stop Just trying to guess when we'll get caught [Chorus] This place is suffocating I'll still be here in 5 years Like I promise I won't Through the wind in your ears But nothing feels as urgent And these nights are still important And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet [Verse 2] Every time I feel alive It will feel just like this I'll get the things you did Forget the boy I kissed by the hangar And you'll both be strangers to me Tonight it matters How I'm not a person who you want to see 'Cause I like to talk about the hospital And go when I don't need it Just to show the world I feel it I only ever did it once And it was selfish, it was dumb But I can't bring myself to [Bridge] Hate me for wanting a break I'll still be here in 5 years Where I made every mistake Sixteen trying to disappear For one week and a half You know it's all an act 'Cause there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet [Chorus] This place is suffocating I'll still be here in 5 years Like I promise I won't Through the wind in your ears But nothing feels as urgent And these nights are still important And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet