fiveofive

Hidin' depression in drugs It's okay, I kinda like that Pain is fucking never ending Maybe I should fucking end it I am starting to believe There is something wrong with me Starved myself 'til I was weak Drug abuse and skipping sleep Yeah, I'll smother all my problems with my lack of calories I ignore this love and I ignore my friends and family I have no more energy, why'd you seem so dead to me? Pop antidepressants on prescription at my pharmacy I don't feel my feelings, but I don't want any therapy I can't feel no love, no joy, or no damn ecstasy, ay All I know is anger, fear, and guilt and bad anxiety Touch my pain, I'll open up my wrist and get my blood to bleed Bruises and cuts Why was there dust Suffer alone Suffer at home Smoke on my own Warming my bones Checking my phone Just for your name But I'm too busy just drinking with Chase Blood in my place Mask made of lace Hole growing bigger while I am in danger Depression and liquor so just pull the trigger Fuck Five o five In the middle of the night I don't wanna fucking die But it seems so right Put the car into drive Put my soul by my side No one here for the ride But it seems so right Five o five I don't wanna fucking die And my head's telling lies I won't make it through the night Yuh, rip on my pipe Weed smoke in the sky When did this marijuana start being a lifeline? I won't lie, think I'll love you 'til I die When we cool at my place With a blunt to the face While you sit on my waist As you stare into space While I stare at your face You will never be replaced Five o five I don't wanna fucking die And my head's telling lies I won't make it through the night Yuh, rip on my pipe Weed smoke in the sky When did this marijuana start being a lifeline?