Catharsis for Dummies

I can't tell which lights to go through and you can't want me like I want you Tell me how you always... I know when I awake in the afternoon; it hurts to be so wrong Because drunk turns like to love in f**ked up words We always sleep alone My ethyl army halts when I do It stops like heartbeats Who do yours go to? Tell me how you always can stand him without vomiting I know when I awake in the afternoon; it hurts to be so wrong And I can only wait for you to call You'll never sleep alone When it comes down, it's not easy Why can't we stay gone? Because you've got a life Next time I won't just speak if I'm spoken to But it's hard to really want you when everybody wants you It makes me want to fail, makes me ignore you It makes me want to want you anyway