Paramaniac

I'm tired of the stress It's my fault for staying up, I guess Hate the body that I'm in I still refuse to go to the gym Try to be positive But I'm not the greatest optimist I still wear the biggest smile Don't wanna show what I feel inside I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'd like to romanticize my whole life Oh, I'm sick and tired, sick of tired I'll have a love that really lasts Like they do in the TV shows Maybe I could be a little bit sweeter When did I become so hard to please, yeah? Must be nice for it to come so easy I can't complain, it's me I should change (I'm so shit) I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac Failure of a love life The fact I'm never satisfied I'm quite shit at the guitar I know that's only my own fault I wish strangers liked me more Social media's a bore Might be best if I just quit Does that make me a hypocrite? I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac I'm a paramaniac