Moods

I don't know who I see Staring back at me Through the smudges on the mirror From the post-it notes that You didn't mean, but I still believed Why do I hold on when I'm just Drowning myself in my sleep Liked me better back when you were okay With lying to me I've only had three moods for two months and one week Alone, and confused, and empty I've never seen this side of me when I wake up At three to see if you called me Your face is still on my home screen I'm breaking down and breaking up Where do I go from here Pull the calendar down Full of things I planned for us that you won't ever know about How did it seem so real? I can't figure it out Never been so sure of something that was burning to the ground I don't miss you, but I miss who I was With your arms around me I've only had three moods for two months and one week Alone, and confused, and empty I've never seen this side of me when I wake up At three to see if you called me Your face is still on my home screen I'm breaking down and breaking up Liked me better back when you were okay With lying to me I've only had three moods for two months and one week Alone, and confused, and empty I've never seen this side of me when I wake up At three to see if you called me Your face is still on my home screen I'm breaking down and breaking up