Wanderlust

[Verse 1] I'd be stupid to give up That's what I said back then But I'm near a decade older and I'm still wondering when I got the truth inside my holster My fantasy in my crosshairs A Russian roulette bullet-pointed existential nightmare [Pre-Chorus] I owe it to myself and everyone I love Is this enough? Is this enough? I owe it to myself and everyone I love Is this enough? [Chorus] I lust to wander, an extra in sonder A lantern without kerosene Broken, not burnt out, I'm still stuck in somеhow A victim of self-parody So come save mе [Verse 2] I guess you didn't seem to notice but everybody ends up all the same Dying slowly But not as fast as I like Another windy city midnight A dead man's brigade With thoughts going off like a hand grenade I could've had anything I ever wanted Four years and a shovel for their profits Buried under doubt with a broken conscience Headstone reads "Tread lightly" (Tread lightly) [Chorus] I lust to wander, an extra in sonder A lantern without kerosene Broken, not burnt out, I'm still stuck in somehow A victim of self-parody So come save me [Bridge] I'm in too deep, I'm stuck in a rut I've been dangerously out of touch I'm a melancholy complacent With all my answers adjacent I'm a passenger in my own skin So come save me [Outro] I could've had anything I ever wanted Four years and a shovel for their profits Buried under doubt with a broken conscience Headstone reads "Tread lightly" I could've had anything I ever wanted Four years and a shovel for their profits Buried under doubt with a broken conscience Headstone reads "Tread lightly"