Meet Kyle

I'm not the boy I used to be I don't need your guilt or sympathy I know some day you'll get over me And love doesn't last an eternity I used to lie to myself and say it did Who the fuck was I attempting to kid? I sit in my room all alone browsing The bullshit that's on my phone Or I drive on some nameless roads That take me by the abandoned home That we said we'd make ours one day Fix it up and live out the rest of our days And you said, "Let's just be friends" But its hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic So I guess this is where it ends And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic But who cares? I can't keep losing sleep Or suffer through this anxiety I can't keep hoping that one day I'll be the man I always said I'd be I can't put my faith in god 'Cause I think at some point, he gave up On me I can't keep blowing up your phone It just makes me feel more alone But your comfort made me feel at home And now I can't find the tone of voice That made you fall in love with me Just this tone that makes me sound so full of apathy And you said, "Let's just be friends" But it's hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic So I guess this is where it ends And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic Yeah, I seem to be going insane But I keep flashing a smile and hope to fool you for a while But I got this voice that's singing in my brain And I think I'll call him Kyle And put him on speed dial, 'cause he's my only friend (I'm sorry, that got a little weird) And you said, "Let's just be friends" But it's hard to be platonic when we were so damn erotic So I guess this where it ends. And maybe that's moronic, or I'm a little bit psychotic