What's Another Lipstick Mark

Success is finding a seat on a crowded subway And not getting lipstick on my apple when i take a bite, say I shouldn't beat myself up over some added red pigment, say I shouldn't miss everyone as much as i do, and hey I've been seein older versions of my friends in places today But they're distant and further away On crowded subways My stomach feels sick when i think about the things i've messed up It is exhausting to feel like you're bad at everything What is success if you're just feelin' like it all sucks? I guess i'll try again Try to find some meaning in this plan I guess success is finding a seat on a crowded subway So i'll wipe the lipstick off my apple and sit comfortably