See Me Old

I'm chasing after changes Begging it all backwards to parts I once feared I couldn't shake my hand with theirs until I got here Naivety at play I'm counting every stage You're less the lead and more an extra every act Each intermission, I'm not sure you're coming back All I can do is wait Ages come and go You won't see me old You won't see my life Beyond the child you taught to fly In your night, I'm finding my ground and You're not near to tell me how I'm in trouble, I'm in doubt God, my mind won't quiet In your night, I'm finding my ground and You're not near to tell me how I'm in trouble, I'm in doubt God, my mind won't quiet down How I wish yours could be found