So Quickly, Baby

I hate myself for how I hurt you I guess that maybe you hate me too On the weekend you moved out I hid on my parents' couch Got your message, read it aloud And I heard your voice We were two strangers Living in the same house I barely recognise you now How do you move on so quickly, baby? I'm still fighting you in my head Why for you to live, do I have to be dead? When you wanted to look me in the eyes, but I kept them shut The air so sweet outside when I looked up The heat of that first year, scorched skin and scorched earth Yeah, I reach for you, for what it's worth We were two strangers Living in the same house I barely recognise you now How do you move on so quickly, baby? I'm still fighting you in my head Why for you to live, do I have to be dead? Yeah, I wanna be enough for somebody I've done the time, the work, to be worthy I wanna be good, I wanna believe I guess that you've got that already How do you move on so quickly, baby? I'm still fighting you in my head While she's asleep on my side of the bed