Deep Dark Basement

I recall that deep, dark basement And I recall how bad it smelled And I hated everybody around me I even hated myself Which I still do, on my bad days You punched my mother in the mouth We fled to shelter safe and pure But now I never feel at home And I will never be secure Oh, to be secure And when you pushed my face in shit How could that have made you feel Like a man or like a monster It’s your fault I can’t tell The difference