Nineteen eighty-four
I was eighteen
When Daddy stopped me
From going out
No! Ha!
To punish me, he took me under the house
A sordid, dark place I'd never seen before
Raped, tortured, enslaved
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
It's a family affair
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
He forced me to write
A few last words in a letter:
I decided to live my life
I'm in a cult, don't search for me
And the rapes began
Mental manipulations began
Physical tortures began
And pregnancies began
Daddy loves you
My young life
Between his hands
Raped, tortured, enslaved
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
It's a family affair
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
Despite the violence
I'm no longer alone
I'm learning pain
When I give birth to my children
I watch them grow
Protect them as best as I can
They are my smiles
They are my way out
Lack of sun and food made my little girl sick
I begged Dad to take us to the hospital
A nurse understood! We're free!
Raped, tortured, enslaved
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
It's a family affair
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
Raped, tortured, enslaved
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
It's a family affair
In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
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