i always cared

Aldn I think you saw me cry the other day You turned your head and walked the other way I'm fine, thanks for asking (What the fuck?) And I always reflect before I say Something that I'll regret when I wake up in the morning My life is getting fucking boring So I tried to leave my house today Walked down my steps and I thought about which way to go But something was off and I decided that I'd just stay behind And that way I'm fine And I don't worry about the things that you do But please, what is it that makes you think I don't care? 'Cause I always fucking cared, yeah, I cared I was always fucking there, I was there All the things I ever shared, I never felt so scared It was never fucking fair, I just wish you cared