Bittersweet

[Verse 1] Last night, I saw you as the victim in the fridge light I wondered what I'd say to you in this life 'Cause my mind tends to veer toward the dark side Where I think I did you wrong [Pre-Chorus] On a screen you look happy, who am I to say? 'Cause I got what I wanted, for you, nothing changed And I know you're not lonely, but I am today Maybe I should call you up 'cause [Chorus] Sometimes, I dream about you, don't know what it means And I can't erase you, I feel like a fucking freak I get defensive like you mean something to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between, I'm bittersweet [Post-Chorus] Bittersweet, ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between, I'm bittersweet Bittersweet Just talk to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm bittersweet [Verse 2] And now I hesitate at every bar I pass by Autopsied our final words like ten times When I cut my losses, left you at that roadside Where I said I can't go on [Pre-Chorus] I called it, I couldn't be out of the loop Now we're strangers, we left it, the buttons went blue And I wish we could talk now, it's too far removed from them Still think I'm gonna call you up, 'cause [Chorus] Sometimes, I dream about you, don't know what it means I can't erase you, I feel like a fucking freak I get defensive like you mean something to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between, I'm bittersweet [Post-Chorus] Bittersweet, ah-ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between, I'm bittersweet Bittersweet Just talk to me I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm bittersweet [Outro] Ah-ah, ah-ah I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between Ah-ah, no, oh I'm not happy, I'm not sad I'm in-between, I'm bittersweet