Paralyzed

Why did I have to be this way Hiding in shadows I create Getting crushed beneath their weight ON MY OWN Can't you hear my heart Rip it out and pick it apart Because something hasn't felt quite right From the start All these voices inside Who are they to decide That I'm reaching out in vain Though I'd rather feel nothing at all Than this pain Why did I have to be this way Hiding in shadows I create Getting crushed beneath their weight I'm paralyzed and it's killing me I only wish to be okay I feel them stare but they will never see (I'm all alone) Can you feel the heat I'll surrender before my defeat I guess I've run my course and now I'm Obsolete All these voices inside Who are they to decide That I'm reaching out in vain Though this empty shell Is everything that remains Why did I have to be this way Hiding in shadows I create Getting crushed beneath their weight (On my own) I'm paralyzed and it's killing me I only wish to be okay I feel them stare but they will never see (I'm all alone) I see my shape as I'm fading away Just a stain on the wall just a name to decay I'm tired of playing someone else's part Just to feel again Fail again I see my shape as I'm fading away And I'm tired of playing someone else's part Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head Is there hope of redemption Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head I think I'm starting to see Is it all in my head, Is it all in my head Is this just a perception Help me feel again Help me go Why did I have to be this way Hiding in shadows I create Getting crushed beneath their weight (On my own) I'm paralyzed and it's killing me I only wish to be okay I feel them stare but they will never see I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone