What Am I Doing

[Verse 1] I'm trying as hard as I can to remember What turned this fire colder than December But you don't even care So why am I even here? If you don't even care Then why am I even here? [Chorus] I can't remember, when's the last time I smiled? I tell you what, it's been a while But you don't even care So why am I even here? I think my hot mess just turned into a cold war And nеither of us want this anymore If we don't еven care Then what are we doing here? [Verse 2] Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy What are we doing, how did we lose it? I thought I made you feel amazing What am I doing, when did I lose it? Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy What are we doing, how did we lose it? I thought I made you feel amazing What am I doing, when did I lose it? [Chorus] I think I got caught up, it's just illusion I paid someone to solve my confusions If you don't really care What am I doing here? Remember when we said we'd stay forever But now I see you next to never And if you don't want me here Then why should I care? [Verse 2] Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy What are we doing, how did we lose it? I thought I made you feel amazing What am I doing, when did I lose it? Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy What are we doing, how did we lose it? I thought I made you feel amazing What am I doing, when did I lose it? [Chorus] I think I got caught up, it's just illusion I paid someone to solve my confusions If you don't really care What am I doing here? Remember when we said we'd stay forever But now I see you next to never And if you don't want me here Then why should I care? [Outro] Sometimes, I think I'm going crazy