second guessing

You're gone with the wind in an instant Like I never even knew you at all Ties have been cut Doors slammed shut Can't help but pick at my skin and withdrawal My mind has grown legs and it's running A million miles a minute And you're down the hall So I heard you call my name early this morning Maybe I'm making shit up in my head Again Wouldn't be the first time Keep losing my mind An entire life time of hard draw dead lines That I keep setting and sticking too And now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you Cause I'm second guessing My decisions every night Press replay a hundred times I, I Swear I feel delusional You show up in every dream What is it with you and me? I'm always second guessing I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach But I still can't stand to stomach the thought Of you next to her I should've known better Should've known you'd resent me And I would get bitter Oh Oh Again Wouldn't be the first time I keep losing my mind An entire lifetime of hard draw dead lines That I keep setting and sticking too And now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you Cause I'm second guessing My decision every night Press replay hundred times I, I I swear I feel delusional You show up in every dream What is it with you and me? I'm always second guessing Everything we could've been Every word I ever said Every look upon your face How I careless threw away Every good thing that we had Everything I want it back I'm alright but now I'm unsure That I can't take this anymore Second guessing My decisions every night Press replay a hundred times I swear I feel delusional You show up in every dream What is it with you and me? I'm always second guessing