Learning in Public

Think I heard something break, I'm sorry There's something happening in me It's like I'm looking down at my body A pinball in a game, losing speed If I'm aimless, am I blameless when I hurt someone? Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be my least favorite subject? Learning in public When I can't even look at me While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do All in all in all, it's just a memory I didn't mean to make you unhappy I didn't mean to change without letting you know I thought that I could take, take you with me But did you slip away, or did I let go? It's confusing what I'm losing, it was never mine Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be my least favorite subject? Learning in public When I can't even look at me While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do All in all in all, it's just a memory Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do Do, do, do, do, do, do, do-do-do The time, the time, the time, the time and energy Everything I thought I wanted, I changed my mind and I forgot it The time, the time, the time, the time and energy We're too young 'til we're too old for it This is somewhere 'til it's nowhere at All in all in all, it's just a memory Why? (Oh, why?) Why does it have to be my least favorite subject? Learning in public When I can't even look at me While everyone's watching, I'm learning in public Learning in public Everything I thought I wanted, I changed my mind, then I forgot it all