Getting By

The saddest thing about regret Is that I can't forget Nor can I forgive myself At least not easily And stab my wounds every now and then Just to remind myself Of all the scars And the weight of all my debts I know I've got to let it all go Or maybe first I should stop replaying things in my head As if drowning my thoughts would change the way I feel about me But how the fuck do I lighten up this heavy heart If every time that I'm alone It's still myself that brings me down All this time I'm slowly getting used to thinking The saddest thing about regret Is that I can't forget Nor can I forgive myself I've tried for so long 'Cause it's so hard to start out fresh If the past is all I see So I foresee myself at best As just getting by Just getting by