Sage Time

After I nut, it's like a truck hit me Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me And there are, unfortunately And there are, are Not built for this shit, shit Can't cry and fuss, the world don't care what you wish Don't trip, you ain't the only one That's my problem when I'm faded (Faded), woah I second-guess myself, I'm jaded The weight of the world might not be meant for my knees Doubtin' myself, feel like a constant disease But that don't matter like family titles, that's my cousin and niece My heart feels everything, these days, it beats through my teeth After I nut, it's like a truck hit me Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me And there are, unfortunately And there are, are Blunt after blunt, cup after cup (I know I'm wrong) Temporary joy, do I mean to self-destroy? (Don't wanna live that 'lone) Stickin' to my old habits, hit the shit when she pass it Problems I do be havin', government out here taxin' Self sabotage the best distraction It's easy to blame when shit don't happen Your way, your way, don't owe you nothin' Can't mope around, I gotta make shit happen After I nut, it's like a truck hit me Depression kicks in, it's like a drug to me And there are, unfortunately And there are, are So many things I give to you But I lift you up, but I lift you up All the love I give to you But I lift you up What did you give up for—?