Difficult

Been drinking in the dark I don't know where I wanna go I'd hold on to your heart But I'm too irresponsible Too irresponsible I hear it all the time It comes as no surprise to me In everybody's eyes That I'm a liability A liability 'Cause I'll be waking up Sunday morning Feeling like I'm flying And I'll be waking up Monday Morning Feeling like I'm dying Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I wish that I could love you I'm difficult Don't think that I can trust you I'm cynical But I kinda want you to stay And change my mind I-I-I, I-I-I Hey! Telling me to dive right in But baby I'm afraid 'Cause I've been known to love on things Until they suffocate They always suffocate 'Cause I'll be waking up Tuesday morning Feeling like I'm perfect And I'll be waking up Wednesday morning Feeling like I'm worthless Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I wish that I could love you I'm difficult Don't think that I could trust you I'm cynical But I kinda want you to stay And change my mind I-I-I, I-I-I Ooh! I wish that I could love you I'm difficult Don't think that I could trust you I'm cynical But I kinda want you to stay And change my mind I-I-I, I-I-I Come closer I want to believe Come show me something And make me see! I wish that I could love you I'm difficult Don't think that I could trust you I'm cynical But I kinda want you to stay And change my mind I-I-I, I-I-I I wish that I could love you I'm difficult Don't think that I could trust you I'm cynical But I kinda want you to stay And change my mind I-I-I, I-I-I