Abandon

[Intro] (I abandon hope) (I abandon hope) [Verse 1] I conjure the phantom of another hollow you Then drag it to the bottom Pretending in a cycle I find sacred But I mean nothing to you Just a piece of the pattern in your ruse I spiral into chaos riptides [Chorus] I abandon hope Believing we'd survive this While sinking in a crisis That's drowning only me Tried to follow ghosts I'm grasping for the shadows As if it ever mattered I'm unseen [Verse 2] I'm drifting in water that will overtake my thoughts And pull me to the bottom Descending in a matrix I am a foolish whimper Disappearing with no echo and I spiral into chaos riptides [Chorus] I abandon hope Believing we'd survive this While sinking in a crisis That's drowning only me Tried to follow ghosts I'm grasping for the shadows As if it ever mattered I'm unseen [Bridge] The pressure crushes my chest! (The pressure) (The pressure) (The pressure crushes my chest) The pressure crushes my chest! The anchor on my heart! [Pre-Chorus] (The pressure crushes my chest) (But feels gentle compared to the anchor on my heart) (I abandon, abandon hope) [Chorus] I abandon hope Believing we'd survive this While sinking in a crisis That's drowning only me I abandon hope Tried to follow ghosts I'm unseen [Outro] I abandon hope Believing we'd survive this (I abandon hope) While sinking in a crisis That's drowning only me (I abandon hope) (I abandon hope)