Anxiety

[Verse 1] On the surface, everything's just fine But nervous doesn't describe what's going on behind these eyes It's just too easy to fake a smile But you got my heartbeat on repeat Going 'bout a hundred thousand miles [Pre-Chorus] My mind's racing, but I can never out run you You're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes [Chorus] A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave Yeah, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U And all the stupid things you do I give in so easily You get the best of me You get the best of me [Verse 2] I wish I could just let you go But the truth is, you are all I've ever known You're an infection, a medicine just numbs my brain I'm doing anything and everything to feel normal again What's normal again? [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause my mind's racing, but I can never out run you You're two steps ahead while I'm tripping over my shoes My mind's racing, but I can never out run you Playing games with me that I will always lose, ooh [Chorus] A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave Hey, yeah, I H-A-T-E Y-O-U And all the stupid things you do I give in so easily (You get, you get the best of me) You get the best of me, no You get the best of me, of me, of me [Bridge] It's crazy, my thoughts start racing And my mind's erasing everything I knew It's just pills and therapy bills Just to keep me away from you And it works for a little while, bullshit smiles But I'm just walking through the motions Either that, or losing track of my emotions 4 AM panic attacks, taking red eyes back home I feel by myself, but with you, I'm never alone Damn [Outro] A-N-X-I-E-T-Y No matter how hard I try, you will never leave