Astrovan

I love you, I’m nervous, my heart beats imperfectly, sometimes I act like a clown In bright colored makeup, to hide my mistakes and the fear that you’ll figure me out The deep purple sadness that washes my eyelids I lift them up trying to look at you now With love on my fingers, I move to deliver, the powerful thing that I felt I love you, don’t worry, it’s just temporary, my back turned against you at night A magnetic heat, it released all my demons, I dream that my dreams are on fire The cool of your breath pulling in pulls me back, I uncurl like a flower in the yellowing light Your eyes slowly open, two bluebirds arriving to land on the branch of my mind I love you, forgive me, my suitcase is empty, I lost all the things that I am Like kissing you tenderly, right off the highway, the back of a gold Astrovan The best that I have are all things that you gave me, I’ll find a way baby to give them all back The sky up above and the kindness of love and the truth even when it hurts bad