Struggle with the Beast

I called the hospital this morning I was getting a feeling Of losing my mind Of losing control I'm scaring my sister and my mom My eyes aren't human but they're calm The sun is in hiding No rules I'm abiding It's more to the story than my father said It's more to this life than the life I've had People are dying while i'm playing dead I'm fucked up in my head It's more to the story than my father said It's more to this life than the life I've had An angel is crying and she can't get out Give life to the angel