DEPRESSED

If you ask a stupid question Then you'll get a stupid answer And if you ask if I'm okay I'm unhappy ever after Hmph! If you ask me how I'm coping I'm like a minute from disaster I got so damn good at pretending That I could win a BAFTA My world's spinning the wrong way round Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down Tryna find something to laugh about, ah Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine but I'm depressed I look so pretty but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness Oh why? Oh, ain't it funny? I wanna be brave, I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay, I'm fine All jokes aside If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry I don't want no conversation I'm not good around new people I'd rather stick to what I know And watch Malcolm in the Middle Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd Treading water, trying not to drown Tryna find something to laugh about, ah Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine but I'm depressed I look so pretty but I'm a mess I think I'm immune to happiness Oh why? Oh, ain't it funny? I wanna be brave, I'm terrified To get myself dressed and go outside I say I'm okay, I'm fine All jokes aside If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life