Days to hours turn minutes to seconds detected a lesson a missed interception aggression is building depression is destined my minds going solo and no one can help it
A crazy man preaching then reaching not guessing a question no ending an incomplete sentence I’m racing not lying but trying to catch it walking around and my head is a mess and I worked really hard why I bare all the scars and my heart is in charge so I shoot for the stars but my feet are on mars never hit up my line never pull out my card and as far as I’vе come you can’t even applaud
Too much of a fraud, thе grace ain’t in god execution is flawed
And that’s fine , we’re good , alright?
But this time, We’re done - goodbye
Look me in my eyes tell me that you want it you ain’t never got it and the oddest part about it
Is the fact that you ain’t here it makes it clear you ain’t even bout it makes me doubt it visions clouded always in to actin childish
Took the tough route - feelings are suppressed looking like a mess pouring out ya eyes crying torn distress simple ain’t enough had to take it to a place where there are no regrets open text so upset know the set
Notice it leave it to the older kids
Sit your ass down take a breather and just roll with it
Slowly kick fly into the sky leap to roar and soar until you flip
Ripped out of the freedom that you thought you had - you totaled it
Ownership take it don’t you leave it you were born equipt
Don’t let somebody tell you that you can’t just cause they talk some shit
If your on it you know what it is
And they don’t which is the reason why they punishing
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here
And I can't wait till we can break up outta here
I’ll be here
So sincere
Close your eyes try to Wipe them tears
Take all your fears and drown em deep til' they disappear til your visions clear til you realize that your heart is weak but your bones are steel that exterior is so hard to break but your inside is what needs to heal - I know the deal
Told her that she’s needs it
But she never wants it
Only wants to flaunt it
Like it’s everything
It’s really nothing
Tell me something
That I haven’t heard before
It gets me sore
This ware and tear has got me worn
I'm swearing but I never swore
It’s got me torn
These lonely nights are filled with mourn until the morn
I’m drinking more and more until I hit the floor
Cause love is such a chore
The numbers on the board
I’m leaving out the door
The beauty of a rose will wilt
And you’ll be stuck with thorns , torch, swords
Straight to the heart
Told her look better look at us we’re Fallin apart
Remember how it was in the start?
Everything was light and now we’re stuck in the dark
Who takes the fault?
Whose got the key
I’m trapped in the vault
I’m screaming for help
I’m so fucking lost
I sleep and I talk
I get up and walk
But then I wake up from the dream of us I knew it was false
I knew it was false
Fuck it in denial it’s as real I thought
One day she’s here next second she’s gone
Dreaming of her every night getting haunted by god
Yep I'm getting haunted by god
The ghost of you is with me and it’s so Fucking odd
I gotta get outta here and finish the job
Alessia finish out the chorus cause I’m leaving right now
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here
And I can't wait till we can break up outta here
