I'm Sorry For Everything I've Ever Done

I was a fool, young and insane. Praying for death, away from my heart. I made a joke, nobody laughed. She got uncomfortable like it was sad. I didn't want anyone else to hear. That I told a lie, and everyone knew. She got uncomfortable like it was true. I don't know why you ever had to leave, please, forgive me. Please. I was a fool, numb and deranged. Far from my home. Away from my heart. I was a joke, nobody cared. She got uncomfortable she was so scared. I didn't want anyone else to see. Nothing is true, I want to do anything I can to stay here with you. I don't know why you ever had to leave. Please forgive me. Please, forgive me. Please.