Drop the Ball

[Verse 1] Killing myself Someone said the fix is in Killing myself Once again, once again Over easy Burnt, my mind is overdone Life's a jigsaw Why can't I find the missing one [Pre-Chorus] Even though I've felt I've proven What it is I'm worthy of I can't exist inside the boundaries Of the so-called world of love [Chorus] Someone rescue my downward virtue I dropped the ball again [Verse 2] Hands that touch me Take them all away Patronizing Will you hear what I say Fuck your caring No one knows what's in my heart Bring it all down Break it all down to parts Every time I have considered why it is I'm even here Calm collected copacetic, no good reasons why I fear No one rescue my downward virtue [Pre-Chorus] Even though I've felt I've proven What it is I'm worthy of I can't exist inside the boundaries Of the so-called world of love [Chorus] No one rescue, no one rescue I dropped the ball again [Bridge] I never felt for you for anyone I never ate off the same plate Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I rape from you I kill myself when I think of you Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I break from you I used to know how to be human Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I hate from you [Guitar Solo] [Bridge] I never felt for you for anyone I never ate off the same plate Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I rape from you I kill myself when I think of you Drop the ball I dropped the ball I take from you, I break from you I used to know how to be human Drop the ball I dropped the ball I, I, I, I [Outro] No one rescue my downward virtue No one rescue, no one rescue