Again

I haven't been myself lately I don't blame you for not wanting to stay Saying things that I don't mean Not meaning what I say When it's good, it's so good When it's bad, it's so bad "Maybe I really have gone mad!" What am I supposed to say When I end up driving everyone away? Cause, I am on fire A crying, burning liar Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart Again, again And you're never coming back And I'm not okay with that And I should've never let myself get attached Again, again (x8) What's done is done And nothing's gonna change I should be moving on But I still feel the same And it's like every day Is a fight for my life To get some self control And when you've forgotten who I am It just feels, it just feels... I'm nobody at all I lost myself hitting the ground I tried to scream and made no sound I should have known it was no use To try and run from The cycle of abuse, the cycle of abuse I am on fire A crying, burning liar Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself And I'm the one with the lighter Every inch of me is charred God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart Again, again And you're never coming back And I'm not okay with that And I should've never let myself get Every inch of me is charred God, what happened to my heart? I'm about to fall apart Again, again And you're never coming back And I'm not okay with that And I should've never let myself get attached Again, again (x8)