HANGMAN

Spent last night watching flies crawl Hearing TV static down a dark hall Keep my secrets in bag, in the back, buried Razorblade choke chain and I'm breathing heavy Hail Mary, I have sinned again I've been tryna cut off all my demons but we're friends again Hangman, swinging at the end of my rope I'm only numb for the moment cause I doubled the dose Troubled waters sinking my boat Face above the waves but I can't float I been California dreaming every time my eyes close Sleep is for the weak God I wanna sleep for a week though Drugs in my veins I got lead bones Paradise on the edge of my vision, I can't get close I'm addicted to a kind of madness Chasing white rabbits Metal to my temple habit And I've been driving all night just riding on a whiskey high Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind I have so many thoughts, but they get dangerous after dark Softly, haunting, like Bad dreams and melodies Inside there's a quiet riot, hush hush Silence right before the violence, hush hush Countdown till I'm facedown, lying on the carpet Lights out Undermedicated I keep my other side locked up in the basement Bitch I bite back, do you really wanna see it? Jekyll when I'm fine, but I can't Hyde what's underneath I'm vicious every time show my teeth Yeah I spent last night watching flies crawl Hearing TV static down a dark hall Keep my secrets in a bag in the back, buried Razorblade choke chain and I'm breathing heavy The only thing louder than my head is my stereo Swan Song screaming out the radio I'm a bottle of Everclear away to dismantle me It's a Malatov birthday, light the candle and set me free And I've been driving all night just riding on a whiskey high Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind I have so many thoughts, but they get dangerous after dark Softly, haunting, like Bad dreams and melodies