Borrowed Time

I'm looking back on a time when I could say I actually thought I cared about you But after everything I've been put through I realise that I've been living with false hope It's drowning out my senses I realise that I've been living with false hope It's drowning out my thoughts This has got oh so confusing And I've only got myself to blame I can't believe, oh what was I thinking? I've only got myself to blame You mean nothing to me And you never fucking did Oh, you mean nothing to me And you never fucking did I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore I can't stand to listen to your excuses anymore Oh I can only pray that you feel so alone And a guilty conscience hangs over your head I can't believe, oh what was I thinking? I've only got myself to blame in all of this Maybe I'm the only one to blame I've got nothing to depend on Oh I've got nothing to depend on I realise (realise) that I've been living with false hope (false hope) It's drowning out my senses It's drowning out my thoughts I've got nothing to depend on You mean nothing, nothing to me You never fucking did