Dying to Heal

I found my way to the garden, but I couldn't see The cliff edge in front of me No cloud can catch me now It brings me closer to God But keeps the dirt in the wound, and now the beast has teeth I've got my hand on my heart I thought that I knew the way, but I've been torn apart Now I know there's a holy grail But it's beyond the pale Why must we always fly so close to the sun? The silhouettes have fallen one by one Cause we forget that the sun sets And we're not long for this world No cloud can catch me now I found my way to the garden, but I couldn't see The cliff edge in front of me The Devil's recruits whisper in my ear "Go tighten that noose", but it's clear I've gotta follow the thread Instead, I'll dream of the end, and I will raise the dead We're all refusing to feel And yet we're dying to heal But there is only now And there's no easy way out I found my way to the garden, but I couldn't see The cliff edge in front of me Now I know there's a holy grail But it's beyond the pale Why must we always fly so close to the sun? The silhouettes have fallen one by one Cause we forget that the sun sets And we're not long for this world No cloud can catch me now I see no silver linings When the days are so dark So hold a flame to these words Enough pressure will create a diamond, oh I see no silver linings When the days are so dark So hold a flame to these words Enough pressure will create a diamond Enough pressure will create a diamond