Nobody Told Me

[Verse 1] Feel the gray as the sun comes up Hide away from the ones I love I don't mean to worry them, so I stay silent And I save the dark and ugly for myself [Pre-Chorus] Maybe it's the pills I take All the promises I break Maybe it's the therapy Isn't this supposed to help me? [Chorus] Mother, oh father, have I fallen farther? My mind won't stop racing, my head's underwater Nobody told me that it gets this lonely My heart's made for chasing, my doubt still controls me (Nobody told me) [Verse 2] Twenty-eight with a past, and I can't get past it Burning bridges, and I blame it on my passion Wrote the book on how to ruin another good ending [Pre-Chorus] Maybe if you say I'm fine That I meet the expectation Maybe I just need some time Another dose of validation [Chorus] Mother, oh father, have I fallen farther? My mind won't stop racing, my head's underwater Nobody told me that it gets this lonely My heart's made for chasing, my doubt still controls me (Nobody told me) [Bridge] It gets loud In an empty space Feels like I could drown When I fill up my cup these days Now all of my demons have got me believing I've still got penance to pay [Chorus] Mother, oh father, have I fallen farther? My mind won't stop racing, my head's underwater Nobody told me that it gets this lonely My heart's made for chasing, my doubt still controls me