I'm So Sorry

I would like a second of your time For once in my whole life I don't wanna lie Everything around me falls apart No object permanence makes love so hard I can't tell if I'm gonna hurt you, or if I'd even mean to I've got no choice but to push you away It's the only way that I can keep you safe I'm self-destructive, too disruptive, no one kept me safe Got so much anger, this disaster is why I have to say I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry