Room Tone

(Room tone gonna swallow me whole) (Room tone gonna swallow me whole) (Room tone gonna swallow me whole) Don't look me in the eyes right now All the white noise in the world couldn't drown you out The air tastes bitter like my coffee Hands like razor blades upon me Into a liminal space Pins in my ears every time you speak 'cause It all feels too familiar I feel it all, every thing, every splinter Spiralling my way to the centre The room's not spinning if I close my eyes Another piece of me to glamourise The room's not spinning if I close my eyes Turn off the lights and let me rot inside (Room tone gonna swallow me whole) If I have no mouth, then I can't Scream into the void that's watching Me, I'm like a puppet on a String me up for everyone to see My head's like a fishbowl, dive in Lockjaw, need another intervention Locked in, but can't make my own decisions (Tw-tw-twitch so hard, I'll snap my neck in two) 'Cause it all feels too familiar I feel it all, every thing, every splinter Spiralling my way to the centre Your edges splinter into me Into me The room's not spinning if I close my eyes (Close my eyes) Another piece of me to glamourise (Glamourise) The room's not spinning if I close my eyes (Close my eyes) Turn off the lights and let me rot inside The room's not spinning if I close my eyes (Close my eyes) Another piece of me to glamourise (Glamourise) I'm sick of asking everybody to be quiet I won't eat unless you tell me to, no, I won't even sleep This is a side I hide, a side you probably never would've seen Someone so put together would never need this many things I've hit my limit of complicit in the way that you see me There is a heron by my house, I sit with him when things get loud I love the sound of running water and I cannot stand a crowd The way I am is all I know, there's nothing wrong with me I am all I've ever known, there's nothing wrong with me I am all I've ever known, there's nothing wrong with me I am all I've ever known, there's nothing wrong with me