Babylon Ben (2016)

[Verse 1] I'll tell you I'm okay Let the weather lighten our mood The clouds are the same grey As the smoke that fills this room [Pre-Chorus] Thought I'd breathe it to forget The person that made me a disaster To free my mind up for good To convince myself I'll get better [Verse 2] I wished harm on my head I wanna feel what you felt I lay her in my bed With the cars, I was still [Pre-Chorus] But I'd rather hurt in truth Than be drifting off in fiction I wrote these words to get me through To convince myself I'll get better [Chorus] (I don't want these) Thoughts prescribed to me (I won't just be) Fixed to self-deceive (I don't want these) Thoughts prescribed to me (I won't just be) Fixed to self-deceive [Bridge] How can I fix what I can't touch? It's cold and unfair, but life is such How can I cope with what's not there? It leaves me reworked, but not prepared [Chorus] (I don't want these) Thoughts prescribed to me (I won't just be) Fixed to self-deceive (I don't want these) Thoughts prescribed to me (I won't just be) Fixed to self-deceive (I don't want these) Thoughts prescribed to me (I won't just be) Fixed to self-deceive