5 A.M. Eternal

My soul felt black as I rode the final wave It's all downhill from now and my heart is far away Walking along this road, it's 5 am Still out of my head, feeling lonely again Down, down in the darkness, descending inside me Why can't I escape this feeling? oh, it engulfs me There must be something cause I'm turning on myself There must be something cause I'm turning on myself Arriving at the house, the dim light inside Coming from the bedroom, catching my eyes Finding an open door, I rush up the stairs Nothing seems different, no damage there Down, down in the darkness, descending inside me I can't escape this feeling, oh, it's inside me There must be something cause I'm turning on myself There must be something cause I'm turning on myself Dance dance dance Dance dance dance How can you still want me after all these years? How can you still haunt me after all these years? As I sit alone thinking My life is really nothing I can never stop this feeling Never stop this feeling She's sleeping like a child Look at her closed eyes She doesn't know what she's doing She doesn't know what she's doing To me All through the house it's stricken with this feeling I can't escape it and I know it's meaning You are back, it's the last thing that I need You don't know what you are doing to me