Infatuated

The way you'd hold me, the way you'd kiss me The way you said "I love you", I believed you You took my heart and used it as leverage For how I needed you, yeah, you know I needed you You called your ex hot-tempered and crazy So I tried my best to be chill 'Til I was frozen, stuck in slow motion You moved on while I stood still Made yourself big so I felt smaller Said that you'd teach me to be a good lover Bitter taste in my mouth sugarcoated so sweet But a flower dies when you sweep it off its feet Infatuated I'm a moth to your flame Infatuated Drain me out then flood my veins How can I know if I can ever love again Without being infected by the fear? The fear of them leaving me, the fear you instilled in me Said that you gave to me to make a better me How can I know if I can ever be soft again Without being ripped up at the seams? Punched in the gut, made to believe That I'm crazy, stupid, maybe I was just too naive But you Made yourself big so I felt smaller Said that you'd teach me to be a good lover Bitter taste in my mouth sugarcoated so sweet But a flower dies when you sweep it off its feet Infatuated I'm a moth to your flame Infatuated Drain me out then flood my veins Butterflies I felt leaving your place Turned to sadness hung in the front of my face Times you were gentle with me, careful with me Meant nothing when you used it Just to get a little rougher with me, oh (Oh oh mmm) I was infatuated, baby I know that's how you made me, that's how you played me And yet you acted like you saved me and then escaped me But I just can't help thinking I can't help thinking it was my fault, too (oo) For not seeing you for you Soaked up all your attitudes & moods I was infatuated with you (mm) I was infatuated, I was infatuated, I was infatuated I was infatuated, I was infatuated, I was infatuated With you