Ourselves

Chorus: All those nights we were by our ourselves Didn't get your help I was tryna be like someone else Didn't know myself V1: Only love you if you blow up Funny what could happen when i grow up I remember days they showed me no love Still errbody act Like they don't know us I ain't do it for my hometown Hometown Nah all those cocky kids always telling me to slow down Got me taking pills numbing feeling when they go down What's it gonna take in life so I don't take my own now Pills on the dresser Pain is my pleasure Can't pass all the nights I messed up Stuck with the pressure Prayers to get better Ex girl messed me up only reason cause I let her And I don't even regret it nah Regret it nah Love a life that's pitiful Pitiful Depressants way too clinical clinical Rather live my life invisible invisible V2: I remember when they doubted me Look what I turned out to be 20 stories got me standing on the balcony Like momma are you proud of me Or did I go and flop like they all said I would Did I not shed enough tears nuff blood Funny what could happen when they say ya got potential Just to see what happens when it get to your mental